ZahidT
- 43
- M
- Salafi
- Married
- Denmark
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- Self Created
Dear potential spouse. I am married(miserably), and with 3 children. A boy of 8(Bilal), boy of 5(Abdullah) and a girl of 4(Amina). I've been married to my wife(Ammara) for the past 16 years. We weren't able to have children until like 7 years after being wed. And now we have 3, alhamdulillah! I love my children very much and I've tried to be an exemplary father and husband. But I have to be honest. As much as I've loved and cared for my wife in the past, the marriage suffered quite a bit with the advent of having offspring. And particularly after our 3rd child(Amina), I didn't feel like being married or having a female companion anymore. It just feels like I'm living with the mother of my children.
I've missed and longed for a woman's affection and sincere friendship for a long time now....
Right now, I can barely take care of myself and my family, let alone another wife...but I can't help feeling lonely and deprived....deprived of love....affection....and respect....I realize most of you lovely sisters out there are thinking that I should stop wasting my own and other sisters' time...
To be honest.....it's not even the physical/sexual aspect of having another wife, that is the driving force behind me even bothering with this profile.....I just feel lonely....and not lonely for friendship from fellow brothers....but the sensibilities of the female creatures of Allah....SubhaanAllah....how Great is He, for putting such lovely creatures on this earth, for us males to enjoy....because honestly....this world is so full of sadness, injustice and wrongdoings....that the one thing that can make you forget the nastiness of our surroundings, is that smile on a woman's face...her eyes looking at you attentively....her loving words...piercing your heart....her righteous character putting your mind to rest.....and her touch....giving you highs that no other sensation can.....