So I was born in ethnic Muslim family in Russia. But no one from my family didn’t talk about Islam. I became Muslim when I was 14, I guess. I was married to a good man, but he disappeared in 2016. We have a daughter (2012). She is smart and she needs father. And I need protector. My Iman has been greatly weakened since my husband disappeared. I'm afraid of getting married, I'm afraid of cheating. And I’m not sure I’ll be a good wife. I don’t like cooking. I don't want to give birth, because the first birth was difficult. Maybe one day I'll be ready for this, or maybe never. I don't want to be pressured. I find it difficult to imagine myself married, but I want support and understanding. In the future I want to take a child from an orphanage (important). Or may be I’ll marry someone who lost his wife and I’ll love his child as my own. I want to be the only one wife (Monogamous marriage)
My long term goals
Be better, my own house, be English teacher and phsychologist, to restore the faith
Things I'm good at and enjoy
I’m kind, sometimes smart😅, I like to ride a bike, learn English, communicate with friends, I think[Visible to Paid Users]ood friend
The first thing people notice about me
Ask the peolple)
My family background and values
I have parents and brother. Parents are divorced. My bro and me pray, parents not pray.
What I love most about Islam
Only one God, and no one saw Him (no pictures, icons). Islam is the way of middle (wasatiyah). I can choose many things. And if you believe you will neber be alone
Things I'm looking for in a partner
You have to be kind and smart, especially fun, love children, be caring and not try to fix me, just love. When you just love-the person wants to change, and when you criticize - it will only get worse. Don’t write me just for fun, and if you from Afghanistan or Pakistan. I like this countries but I’m afraid to marry someone from there cause my friends told me bad stories about their husbands. Nothing personal. It would be ideal if you were a psychologist. I’m finding a man 32-40 y.o.
You should message me if
you read it all and didn't get scared 😅